I wanna X(

Huuh... I feel like I wanna go 霞んだ >.< they're go and I feel just like be abandoned... ouch. I hate. so many time... actually, I wanna say, 'don't go' or 'stay here with me'. but, I can't do that. now, I'm asked to my self, 'did this happen since I was just a little girl?' now, in my head, I heard, I just wanna go 霞んだ... even though, I don't know where to go... even though, it looks childish. I don't care. am I get wrong if I say this?! I don't care. couldn't you take me away with you, could you? untill now, I still asked to myself, why... I hold myself from being cry... I hope Allah SWT make me stronger to be up against this be a patient person.